December 2009
Looking ahead
As the new year rolls in, so do new thoughts and new hopes. But as happy as things can be, i know that this year will be more difficult for me then other years.
I will need to draw all my strength to survive it if it ever happens. I will need my friends the most like i never needed them before. I will have to start taking more responsibility for not just me but also my mom and brother. I was...
Taylor Momsen’s band ( The Pretty Reckless)...
I googlismed my name and the first thing to come out is ” Aisyah is well versed in islam” Thats so funny, weird and yet ironic but it strangely makes me feel better.
I wonder why?
Try it people, go to www.googlism.com and type your name. See what is the first result!
I am crying as i write this, but i just can’t help it.
The news until now is and will always shock me. I try putting on a strong face and plaster a smile whenever i need to but the fact is i am dying slowly inside. I can’t keep it bottled inside forever.
I want you to stay, i need you to stay. You have not even seen me get marry or actually find someone whom i am really happy with. I...
I sometimes wonder if i am a bad influence on my friends.
I mean i turned Amanda into someone who now watches movies often and i feel like i am turning Regina as well. I am always telling them to watch this movie and they turn to me for movie recommendations.
I don’t mind all this, i just worry i might distract them from the more important things in life like studies. Hmm..i hope that does...
Hectic week
This week is going to be rather full i feel. I am going to spend my money/ my dads money like wildfire.
Monday - Lunch Outing @ Marche with Denise and Janice:) & surprise with Faiz!
Tuesday - Meeting for CCA Open house at 3pm then catching Avatar 3D with Regina, Celeste and group :D
Wednesday - Meeting Denise for her haircut at 12.30pm then soccer at 7pm
Thursday - New years eve outing...
Note to self
Spamming on twitter is a good way to relieve anger or stress or sadness. Especially if your closest friends are online at that very moment too :D
“Its really amazing when two strangers become the best of friends, but it’s...”
– Unknown (via kidlovesdoodles) (via forgetme-not) (via saaakina)
Frustrations
I hate it that when i want something so badly from my dad, he has to like to like it first.
So because he does not like me looking geeky in black frames, he ain’t going to get me them. Oh bugger! Such a waste.
Looks like i’m going to have to get it with my own money.
Ideal fantasy
The ideal cosy bedroom design for me would be a single bed with a white bedsheet, thick fluffy red blanket and lots of colourful pillows lying on my bed.
With me on it dressed in my favourite pjs, my favourite book and my macbook pro, things would be so comfortably perfect and would slip into the deep abyss of la la land oh so easily!
All natural
I wish i knew how to line my eyes with eyeshadow such that it will brighten up my eyes without making it look too heavily done up with makeup.
I want to perfect the art of putting up makeup without looking too heavy :)
Au naturel!
“We should be lovers…
We can’t do that…
We should be lovers...”
– Moulin Rouge- my all time favourite musical film
fuckyeahthelittlemermaid:
fydisneymovies:
...
Pathetic shit
Because of my trip to Japan, my tumblarity has dropped to a mere 1. =.=
Thank you big time!
Sometimes big things come in small packages. I never expected to become friends with you let alone find out that you live so close to me.
Never expected for us to become such good close friends. Now that things are different and rather difficult for me right now, you are still here by my side.
Thanks for coming over when i did not ask you to.
Thanks for hugging me and trying to make me feel...
“I’M BACK FROM JAPAN! :D:D:D”
“How much is the lady in the window?
The one with the sparkly boobs…
How...”
– I was rather high today and made this. Cheeky me i know. Sing it to the tune of “How much is that doggie in the window”
SNOW
For it to be snowing in Japan is freaking awesome.
For me to get hit in the face by a snowball is NOT! It hurts like a bitch.
I have a red face now :(
Soccer
CONGRATULATIONS TO FAI FOR MAKING CAPTAIN!!
&
CONGRATULATIONS TO FION FOR BEING THE BEST VICE CAPTAIN THIS PAST YEAR.
&
CONGRATULATIONS TO ME FOR MAKING VICE CAPTAIN AS WELL.
I HOPE THAT AS THE SECOND VICE CAPTAIN, I CAN PERFORM AND SUPPORT YOU LADIES AND THE TEAM THE NEXT YEAR!
YOU BITCHES ROCK MY WORLD AND YEAH, I’M A BITCH TOO :D
Egg-citing
Tomorrow is my flight off to Japan and then 11 days of total enjoyment in Japan!
WOOHOO!! I am so egg-cited i can’t stop shaking in anticipation. I have been doing so much shopping the past few weeks that i think its gone rather overboard. I mean i am only going for 11 days.
Still i am worried i get cold over there. But hey, great news, my dad bought me this fabulous jacket/windbreaker....
“FOR THE LAST TIME, I DON’T WEAR COLOURED CONTACTS! NEVER HAVE AND NEVER...”
– ME
“ITS CONFIRMED! I AM GOING TO MALACCA FOR NEW YEAR! SO EGG-CITING :D:D”
Shoot me or something
I love my dad to the max. I can definitely say i am more attached to him because of the fact that he is around most of the time. I just can’t endure the thought of him leaving me and i don’t want to think about it.
But honestly, sometimes that man gets so lame i want to shoot myself in the head.*smiling to myself*
Just this morning i have to endure 6 of his lame ass comments or...
“I hate the way you talk to me
And the way you cut your hair
I hate the way you...”
– 10 THINGS I HATE ABOUT YOU